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Update:
Hey guiseee, I haven’t updated in a while, so here it goes.
Around December 2011, I came into a tinychat room when I was surfing the directory, bored and lonely from a baaaad breakup thing. Whatever.
Anyways, at that point my loneliness got the best of me, and I kept coming back to that room. Eventually it came to my attention that said room was actually part of an entire online community, which they call the “sphere”.
I became an active member of the sphere, and I made a lot of good friends in there.
But, I started to notice the amount of time I was spending there was getting ridiculous, and I started to cut my ties, and say some goodbyes.
However, I was unaware how difficult this would be. To be 100% honest, some of the friendships I had made in that place were better than my real life friendships.
I stayed within the community, and I realized how ridiculous this was. Making friendships, and actually having feelings for the people I met over the internet. That’s still ridiculous to me. I used a lot of the people there to get over the bad breakup, and I still feel sorry for that, because truth be told, it’s easy to fall for people you’ve never met.
Here I am now though, ready to leave that community, and stop hurting people, and most importantly, helping myself.
